New start

Inspired by one of my life mentors, Joan, I have decided to update again on the blog. Keep it going.  I know that if I would have written after June of last year I would have been kind of eh on the topics and eh on the feelings I put in it. I was not in the mood to share.  I was fine and happy but just blech on money, work, boyfriendlessness, and my hair.  Yeah, my hair has even been bothering me.

But.  Today is my first day back to my eh job after four glorious days of lounging and movie watching and eating and to tell the truth I didn’t comb my hair since Thursday.  Hats, ponytails and actual natural wave for about half a day.  I came back in full force though.  Smile on my face, glitter five inch heels and my pretty cashmere sweater.  Cause gosh darn it, I will be the vain, smart ass, queen I was before last year.  I can not like my job, I can feel lonely sometimes, I can be poor as dirt, but I REFUSE to be the sad, self pitying person I was last year.

I stayed with a guy I did not like because I didn’t feel I deserved better, I stopped working out because I didn’t feel like it made a difference.  I was sad.  I was mean and I was not standing up straight.  I am going to stand up straight.  I am going to be in the best shape ever thanks to Leona’s insistence on boot camp.  I am going to save my money without feeling like I can’t be social. I am going to work my job with the gratefulness that I have a job.   I am starting this year with a way better attitude, with incredibly supportive friends, and a much happier family.  Right Seth?  And I get my hair done tomorrow and I am going back very blonde.  Circa 2007 blonde.

 

So cheers to 2012!  I am making this year my bitch.